Haunted from past life... | brokenalways's Blog
It makes no sense that I could feel this shit always, that I could be so broken and fucked up and when I listen to songs about such heartbreak, I feel like i know it, I know that heartbreak cause its happened to me. Though ive never had a real boyfriend- not a proper full on boyfriend. So how is it? I mean- was I like- madly in love in a previous life & I still remember the hurt from it, so I hurt do much? Cause I really can't explain how I feel like this.
And - I'm so depressed and it's not like I've had anything traumatic or anything that ever triggered my depression, cause, it's not like I had a shit childhood. I had a good childhood, good family, no abuse, no deaths, no disability or anything severely wrong or ugly with me, no nothing. So how come I am so depressed, and have been for years since I can remember from when I was 13, maybe younger?
I just don't see how.
It makes no fucking sense.
Empty house. Loud music on tele. I want a boyfriend. Im dancing round my living room wanting to go out, get drunk and have sex. No luck, no luck, no luck. Damm. Why did my friends have to be working tonight?
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