Haunted from past life... | brokenalways's Blog
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It makes no sense that I could feel this shit always, that I could be so broken and fucked up and when I listen to songs about such heartbreak, I feel like i know it, I know that heartbreak cause its happened to me. Though ive never had a real boyfriend- not a proper full on boyfriend. So how is it? I mean- was I like- madly in love in a previous life & I still remember the hurt from it, so I hurt do much? Cause I really can't explain how I feel like this. And - I'm so depressed and it's not like I've had anything traumatic or anything that ever triggered my depression, cause, it's not like I had a shit childhood. I had a good childhood, good family, no abuse, no deaths, no disability or anything severely wrong or ugly with me, no nothing. So how come I am so depressed, and have been for years since I can remember from when I was 13, maybe younger? I just don't see how. It makes no fucking sense. SO. Empty house. Loud music on tele. I want a boyfriend. Im dancing round my living room wanting to go out, get drunk and have sex. No luck, no luck, no luck. Damm. Why did my friends have to be working tonight? This Blog Entry's Comment Board There are no comments on this post yet, be the first to leave one!
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