Don't do dates. Don't do interviews... | brokenalways's Blog

SO.
I'm not the type of person who goes on dates- just the whole awkwardness of the situation and well. I'm no good with it, just no thanks.
Then there is interviews. I am a shy person so, an interview- not the best.

So, what the fuck do I do !?
Get asked out on a date and say yes.
Get called up for an interview.
Fucks.

I know an interview was bound to happen, I mean, it has to for me to get a job, this Thursday, fucks, so nervous, ew. Don't know how I'll cope in that situation- in some situations I can act- pretend to be as fucked up as I am, but in a job interview- I'm not sure.
I'm gonna go in my black pants and a nice shirt with black pumps and a pretty black bag.

And the guy who asked me out on a date- he's nice enough. I don't know...

I really want to lose weight and lose my virginity. Then I wouldn't be as conscious about myself. I'm not like really fat or anything- at all- but still...

oh, last few days, shittest most depressing mood ever, hate life, someone kill me now? I'd rather have sex before death though- you know, not a virgin when I'm dead.
Fuck. I really am the most cheerful person ever...