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I've tried to try and be a bit more happy.
Thinking of it, compared to some people at least, I have a lot of things which aren't totally shit, I mean, I don't even get why I am so depressed, I don't know, there isn't any particular reason why I am depressed- I just am.
But I shouldn't be.

I don't have anything horrible going on, not really.

So, I'm at least gonna try to be happier, I don't think it works like that but whatever, ima gonna do it, try, like I said, try...

So... Todays been okay. Got up, had dinner, went to take my gran to the hospital to help my mum out so she wasn't alone with all the fuss with the wheelchair etc etc... Got home, went shops to buy some Christmas stuffs and random shit, singing along to Xmas songs, dragged my brother with me so i didn't have to go alone- I love driving. I love music. I love Xmas music.
Then home at six, finally!! After getting lost- WHY do I always get lost...
Then tea and now here, tired, watching shitty tele. Feeling kinda really pretty miserable but tryna not be, you know like I said tryna no be so shit & depressed.

Oh, well. That's it really. Gonna have a shower then watch tele all night at hopefully have a good sleep. My brother is home from his holiday tomorrow- my probably favourite brothr when it comes to the sillyness and fun. He's weird but I love him, and we act like kids, childish and all as we are... Getting the Christmas tree at the weekend- At Last!!! My dad is such a scrooge so just over a week till christmas and finally getting it, so we can decorate and stuffs then it'll be come & gone before we know it...


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