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SUCH a fuck up.
Okay SO. Moods okay, though my pissing guinea-pigs are driving me mad by bitting on the bars. Actually so annoying.
Lips are chapped still- owww!! headach and sniffles too. fucks. Ever gonna get better? Need stop being ill! ew ew ew.
Tomorrow, 4 o'clock- party. God knows how long for- god knows what im wearing- should be good though- should be fun- lets hope so.
Oh. Yesterday my laptop fucked up- well basically i fucked it up- clicking things i shouldn't had and broke it- my dad fixed it for me earlier, woo, just no more random clicking on my side of things. oops.
I'm so tired.
Fell sleep for hours in the day yesterday so didn't sleep till like 3 or something- in the morning last night. Now i have to stay awake else my sleeping pattern truly will stay fucked. HATE a dodged-up sleeping pattern. Shucks.
Been watching- modern family- all day. It's pretty boring and shit but nothing on. I mean-some can be good and funny but whatever. IM bored to f.
Not eaten proper since christmas day. A little dinner, little tea, thats it. I can't eat much when poorly in the slightest- fucking hate food when im ill. I made myself eat on christmas day though- i wasn't letting being ill ruin my day... But i'm sure i've got worse since then.
LIke horrible ill christmas eve- alot better christmas day- worse boxing day- worse day after day from then. WHAT. thought i was bloody getting better!
I hate winter though. I really do.
Pitch black. 10 past 5 pm.
Though now it should start to get lighter. Thats what its meant to do anyway.
Cannot wait till the new years.
I WILL make it a new fucking start, i will, promiseeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! xX
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