done it again... | brokenalways's Blog
Spent even MORE money on internet again. -is there such a thing as shopaholics. if so- sign me up. i confess.
Fucked even more things up. Hate me. Hate life. Why do i even do this!?
- - actually can't even go into it. it'd take me to long to explain- complain- moan- justify. blah blah blah....
Not much has happened today really. Sat in the same spot doing near enough the same thing for the past 4 ish hours now. Oh shit- i do need a job. Something to do!
Especially as all my friends have jobs now... that and i barely have any friends anymore cause i cant be arsed with bitches and two faced- dicks. id rather be a loner than have shit people in my life like that. Simple.
At least i have something to do tomorrow. and hopefully (cross fingers) i will be better and not ill 1 bit tomorrow.
We are staying for a few hours though- 4 ish and onwards- god knows what i'll have for food. such a fussy eater- worse than what i was as a child.
I went out with this guy last week and we were talking then he asks me what i like to eat and i say im fussy and he says i bet your not so i say ask me what i like to eat like say a food and everything i said no too! He was like 'what do you eat!?' pahaha.
actually wish i wasn't as fussy. its so shit when your not in the mood for a food but its basically like one of the - what- three things you actually do eat.
Oh my---- maybe i'll get better when im older..... GOD i can't get much worse now can i!?
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