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SHIT utterly foul crappy mood.
EW> seriously why am i feeling so damm depressed.
Hopefully tomorrow will brighten me up. I don't know why - it's like some magic ghost has just cast a depressive spell over me, like just threw a bucket of 'negative spirit' or something. or maybe just pushed another one of my buttons to make me depressed some more and just a bit more crazy.
I do sound fucking crazy.
YAY. though. it's quater past 10 PM. At least it is getting later than what i thought it was. Now not as long to be awake and wake up for tomorrow.
Shit now though, 'thousand miles' decides to come on my ipod. Last thing i need right now is to be reminded of shit people from years and years ago. Oh my life is such a suck-fest.
Ew ew ew ew. WHY are you doing this to me !?
Why am i so fucked up
Seriously broken, destroyed. empty.
Never gonna be loved. Never can love. Gonna be alone forever.
AND this song just is driving me mad- switch- some good old ed sheeran and james blunt will do me.
Gonna lye on bed, change into PJ's and wish for death now (or maybe fall sleep- but doubtful)
Yeah- HELLO 2013- you've already been a shitty one.....
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