maybe tomorrow... | brokenalways's Blog

Okay-- so mood switch again to kinda sad. I'm not too sure what mood this is. I'm not happy, giddy, angry, annoyed, extremley depressed. You know when you get the feeling of emptiness i mean- i dont want to hurt anymore. and i don't wanna think about hurting cause it reminds you more, doesn't it. That's the key- just don't think about it. Easier said than done.

 Still listening to music. Still on here. Gonna come off now, see what is on tele, hopefully fall asleep soon, nearly 1AM. Kinda tired, good!

  Still got blisters on my feet from the other weekend, ow,- heals why do you do this to me !?
Whatever. still gonna have to wear heals on Saturday as i'm meeting up with an extreamly tall guy. His friend called me a midgit! But his friend was drunk when we met so whatever. But i defiently will wear heals- cause i am planning on getting drunk and probably spend all night with him (and last time he wouldn't stop kissing me) so probably the same this time and at least it will be easier (LOL) i mean cause i won't have to go on my tip-toes.

 So. Yeah. That's it. Guess i shall be back tomorrow. I really am obsessed with EP. I'm also getting back to going on FB more too though, Hopefully this year i will meet up with some old friends again.

 Well. yeah- maybe tomorrow i will feel okay and up to doing something productive. and i defo got get my ass into gear with looking for a job. wake up early. actually put effort into what im wearing and go out to shops to just get out the house again, think i need a smoke too, still have some left from the other week. WHY do i smoke? weird....