oh damm... | brokenalways's Blog

  SO.
Can i win the lottery and move out already?

 Still totally pissed with my mum from what she did before- why she insists on treating me like a child- she can fuck off from now. I just went in my room- avoiding her after ignoring her while i was in the living room didn't ask with her repeating 'why are you ignoring me?'
 I don't even care if i was being a bitch or not. She fucking right deserves it.

 Then she comes in my room and starts talking to me & asking me questions and i give her simple one word answers or just simply ignoring her. Then she starts repeating it over & over again. So i say 'i'm just gonna ignore you if you won't listen to me and get out my room now' SO then she says she won't leave till i tell her what she has done to me to make me so annoyed at her. Then she starts going on- puts on her 'sad' sounding voice and says how i know it upsets her when i ignore her- what has she done. blah. blah. blah.

 Don't even care. She'll come back in half-an hour or so trying to be nice to me again.
 I hold grudges- she should fucking know this by now.
 Can't stand her at times.

 YEAH- - i mean, she had no mum, her mum died at childbirth near-enough, so she didn't have a mum growing up:- maybe that's why she has done such a shit job with me and part of the reason i fuck up so badly so much. I just can't stand her, why the fuck can't she understand when i am extremely pissed off with her and i don't fucking want to be in the same house as her- never mind hear her going on and on and on forever.

 OKAY.
 Give it a few years and i will be out of this house and barely ever seeing her- right.
I know lodes of people who absolutely are best friends with their parents, especially their mum's, but nope- obviously not me, can't fucking stand her half the time- over-protective, irritating, nagging bitch. I mean- i love her, sure, but whatever, right now, i am just not in the mood for anything never mind her...