stupid man... | brokenalways's Blog

  Listening to all the old stuff like the kooks and nickelback since all the new stuff like example and flo-rida are pissing me off. Weird shitty mood. Ah well....

  I wish i had more to do with my mum's side of the family- well with her sister and them lot... 2 cousins, 4 2nd cousins and my auntie...

i mean- there is the 'uncle' too but he's not blood related- just my auntie's husband... I don't even know if he is that anymore. Anyway. HE cheated on her when she was pregnant (like nearly 30 years ago) then she took him back, they had another baby and he cheated again, she threw him out, and took him back again, then a few years later the same happened again and again, she is sooo stupid at times ! I never even knew till two years ago and i was so shocked and pissed. Now everytime i am round there's i just can't look at him or completely ignore him (one of the good points of not seeing them too often even though i do miss my baby 2nd cousins)... IN that time my auntie converted to johovas witness' or whatever you call them- cause they knocked on her door and she was going through such a shite time. Ew. I don't see how that religion is appealing to anybody- the whole can't accept blood in death thing etc.....

 But yeah when we do go round it is sooooo nice and cute seeing all of them (except that dickhead) plus they totally love me (the kiddies) i don't know why kids naturally love me, maybe cause i am so childish they feel they relate to me than boring adults. Hahahahaha.
 I am SUCH a childish 18 year old though. Whatever- at least i can still be stupid and have fun :)


  So tonight is boring. Music. Music. Music. OH. And internet obviously... Half- watched a film before while online shopping for a couple hours---- shopaholic. and bought 2 more pretty dresses. Hopefully i will lose weight so i won't look hideous in them. HATE feeling fat !!